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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
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7:11p - Arcana (Soul)
So you know how when you are little they always make you read stories about some kid and his/her dog and how they grew up with said dog and then the dog dies and the kid has to learn about death (and as a kid reading it you have to learn about death)? Well I could never relate to those stories because although I liked my families dog he wasn't "my dog" and he only lived to be about 12 so I didn't really grow up with him.
But then this week I realized that my family had an old cat that was just like the dog in all those dumb stories. She was going to be 17 years old this summer, and I could probably count my memories from before she was born on my fingers. She ended up adopting my Dad as "her human" somewhere along the line, which was totally random since my Dad didn't even like cats until after she adopted him.
So I'm guessing you realized this is leading up to she died this week. My parents took her in to get put down yesterday because she had a large tumor in her mouth that was making it impossible for her to eat and she couldn't close her mouth so she constantly had spit running out of her mouth. I've always been a person to say "put the pet down, don't give it massive surgery to keep it alive because you can't know how much pain it is in". I've always been anti putting pets in pain when you are trying to selfishly keep them alive. But I found myself almost fighting that these past few days because I wanted my parents to keep her alive so I could say goodbye to my kitty. In the end I'm glad my parents put her down before I could see her, because I wouldn't want her to suffer and I wouldn't want to remember her like that.
Ahh... please don't fell you have to reply to this comforting me, I'm actually not that sad anymore. :)
I'm doing a new format with the reviews because I didn't like the old way:
And the only other thing I have to say is... ZOMGOSH THEY ARE FINALLY RELEASING ANOTHER SEASON OF EMMA?!?!? I think almost everyone who reads this is pretty anim savvy but just in case here's a link that covers most of the new anime coming out (the link to the new Emma site is at the bottom) : http://randomc.animeblogger.net/2007/03/26/spring-2007-preview/
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